♫ Intro: C ♫ Verse 1: Gm G Dear God, please C C Gm Hear me out I know it's been a couple years G Since I've reached C C Gm Out and said hello I bet you're wondering
G Why I keep C C Gm Obsessing on and stressing all the lethal things G When I should be C C Gm Living life and soaking up the memories G C I know I been selfish I have C Gm No excuse to give you, it's true G C Hanging by a thread so I live C Gm I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable ♫ Chorus: G Living in my agony C C Gm Watching my self-esteem Go up in flames, acting like I don't G Care what anyone else thinks C C Gm When I know truthfully, that that's the furthest thing from how I G C Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you C Gm To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in G C The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine C Who I'd be if I was happy ♫ Verse 2: Gm G Yeah, been this way so long, it feels like something's off when I'm not depressed C C I got some issues that I won't address I got some baggage I ain't open yet Gm G I got some demons I should put to rest I got some traumas that I can't forget C C I got some phone calls I been avoiding, some family members I don't really connect with Gm Some things I said I wish I would have not let slip G Some hurtful words that never should've let my lips C Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet C Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes Gm I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul G And the last to admit I need a hand to hold C Losing hope, made it out a dangerous road C Gm Strange I know, but I feel most at home when I'm ♫ Chorus: G Living in my agony C C Gm Watching my self-esteem Go up in flames, acting like I don't G Care what anyone else thinks C C Gm When I know truthfully, that that's the furthest thing from how I G C Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you C Gm To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in G C The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine C Who I'd be if I was happy ♫ Bridge: Gm G C Don't know what's around the bend C Gm Don't know what my future is G C C But I can't keep on living in ♫ Chorus: Gm G Living in my agony C C Gm Watching my self-esteem Go up in flames, acting like I don't G Care what anyone else thinks C C Gm When I know truthfully, that that's the furthest thing from how I G C Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you C Gm To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in G C The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine C Who I'd be if I was happy ♫ Outro: Gm G C C If I was happy Gm G C C If I was happy