Performance @ Koko London Show 2024 Key: G Intro: Em D C G x4 Verse 1: Em D C I'm caught up in the every day trend G Tied up by invisible thread Em Walking down a razor-thin edged C G And I wake up tired, think I'm better off dead Em D C Been a few months since I crossed over state lines C G Talked to my mom, fake smiles are for Facetime Em D C Drink all night til I can't walk in a straight line G Feel so low but I'm high at the same time
Pre-Chorus: G D C I can't keep my feet on the ground G D C And I'm nervous what you think of me now G D C I'm hoping that someone comes around D Em G C And helps me figure it out Chorus: Em D C G I think that I should try to kill my ego Em D C G 'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me Em D I'm all grown up but somehow lately C G I'm acting like a fucking baby Em D C G I'm really not as happy as I seem Verse 2: Em* Still a little kid that can't make friends C* G Wanna be invited but I won't pretend Em D I've been having bad dreams my career could end C G Because I slipped up when I should've played pretend Em D Turned eighteen and I left the city C G Said, "I wanna be cool, I don't wanna be pretty" Em D Voices all came crashing down C G Said, "You're too nice to run this town" Pre-Chorus: G D C I can't keep my feet on the ground G D C And I'm nervous what you think of me now G D C I'm hoping that someone comes around D Em G C And helps me figure it out Chorus: Em D C G I think that I should try to kill my ego Em D C G 'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me Em D I'm all grown up but somehow lately C G I'm acting like a fucking baby Em D C I'm really not as happy as I seem G Em D C G Nothing's as it seems Em D C G No, nothing's as it seems Em D And I'm all grown up but somehow, lately C G I'm acting like a fucking baby Em D C G I'm really not that happy being me Bridge: Em D I don't like the lie I'm livin' C G I'm way too nice and too forgiving Em D I wanna go back to the beginning C G When it all felt right Em D A rooftop, Lower East Side, I'm singing C G Didn't really give a fuck if I was winning Em D It's all done now, who am I kidding? C* I'm doing way worse than I'm admitting! Chorus: Em D C G I think that I should try to kill my ego Em D C G 'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me Em D I'm all grown up but somehow lately C G I'm acting like a fucking baby Em D C G I'm really not as happy as I seem G Em D C G Nothing's as it seems (as it seems, as it seems) Em D C G No, nothing's as it seems Em D And I'm all grown up but somehow, lately C G I'm acting like a fucking baby Em D C I'm really not that happy being me