Verse : Em Fuck my life C Fuck my health G D You don't care so I'll go fuck myself Em Fuck this job C Fuck this car G D Every song that I write just co-exists with a scar Em C G D And I've got paragraphs about the shit that I will never say Em C G D 'Cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and bitch all fuckin' day Em C G D Maybe the grass is green in other states where I choose to reside Em C G D Maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my fuckin' eye Em C G D And maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if I'm alright Em C G D 'Cause I've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind Em C G D I will convince myself I'm dying but then act like I'm just fine Em C G D My minds a scary fuckin' place and I can't fix it while I drive Em C G D But my car is Lucy in the sky with diamonds going 65 Em And you're just a pothole C G D Maybe Yoko Ono screaming by my side Em C G D Is this the end of things I'm strumming strings just trying to decide Em C G D 'Cause I am afraid of me, so save me please I beg you just to try Em C G I'm losing my purpose, life's a circus, they said "Please enjoy the
D ride" Em C G D My seatbelt is broken, eyes wide open as my body starts to slide Em C G D If I escape the wreck I'll disconnect from everyone online Em C G D I'll pack my belongings I've been longing for this moment my whole life Em C G D I'll disappear for months, no mentions of my status or a clue Em C G D I'm fine, don't you worry, there's no hurry to return to what I knew Em C G D It's hard to calculate these conversations if I'm being truthful Em C G D I wanna congregate all that relate to everything I spew Em C G D In midst of my disconnect I'll stay in check, and keep in touch with few Em C G D As long as I'm open I'm just hoping that it's something I'll get through Chorus: Em 'Cause I'm a fucking wreck C Oh, what the heck? G D Why do I even try? Em I lie in the grass C High off my ass G D And watch the clouds just pass on by Em If life has a purpose C I am nervous G D To unravel what is mine Em I'll trip and I'll travel C Down the rabbit hole G D And ditch my bags inside