Understand chords by BoyWithUke

Intro:

F#m
Girl
I hope you understand
  D
I wanted to hold your hand
    A                 C#7
But I can't, wanted to be your man back then



  F#m             D
And you knew I fell for you but you

Just broke my heart in two
    A
I was sad, mad and broken on my bed
 C#7
Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head

Verse :
    F#m
I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
      D
When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
A
And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
       C#7
I said , "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again"
   F#m
So instead I took my pen and started writing evidence
       D
And when I started making sense

I found that I had reached the end
      A
Oh
I'm upset
I have no friends

You wanna bet you're just pretend?
       C#7
You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing

You're not ****
  F#m               D
I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways
I swear I did
     A                E      C#7
I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived
       F#m
They were my neighbors,

razor blades
         D
And different flavored pills I hate
        A
Therefore I'm not sure, leave my last straw
C#7
I'm so glad, stuck in the past
I said that

Chorus:
F#m
Girl
I hope you understand
  D
I wanted to hold your hand
    A                 E C#7
But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
  F#m               D
And so far I never held you with my arms
                A
So it's hard to be the one you want

With instead filled with anxiety
E             C#7
Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be



Verse :
  F#m
Somebody 'cause it's not me
                    D
I'm not used to all the talk, was an introvert

That had converted feelings in the writing
     A
Used to cope with all my problems

Using notes and lots of rhyming
    C#7
Used to hope for better days whenever

That's 'bout make me crying
     F#m
I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back
     D
To the times I would try be the guy the people know
    A
I was fighting with the demons hiding far beyond my eyelids
    C#7
On an island full of violence in my head that I could pilot
F#m                   D
Oh, the sun don't shine, the skies turn gray
                A
I feel it coursing through my veins
            E
I said before I'm not okay
        C#7   F#m
But you don't listen anyway
D
You know I tried, you turned away
               A
Straight up lied right to my face
                E
You ****** my life, ruined my day
        C#7
But you don't know, so I'll say

Bridge:
F#m            D              A
Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did

(oh you don't know, so I'll say)
               E       C#7
Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair, you still deny it

(So I'll say)
F#m            D              A
Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did

(And you don't know, so I'll say)
               E      C#7
Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair, you still deny it

(So I'll say)

Chorus:
F#m
Girl
I hope you understand
  D
I wanted to hold your hand
    A                E  C#7
But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
  F#m
And too bad I know I can't wake up
      D
Because I lost my way and you don't give a ****
    A                 E
About me, this could be a dream
I can't see
          C#7
The things that you see, so please, oh
F#m
Girl
I hope you understand
  D
I wanted to hold your hand
    A                 C#7
But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
  F#m
And you know I played along
   D
You were my home
I wrote you songs
         A
And now you're dead to me

effectively
 C#7               F#m
Removed yourself outside my dream