Key: Cm ♫ Intro: Bm G D A ♫ Verse: Bm Open blinds, but I can't find my way around G I owe it to myself, I got a lot to figure out D Got a knot in my belly, are you sure it's supposed to help me? A It's been long enough to feel it, can you feel it?
♫ Refrain: Bm Aren't I supposed to feel it now? Bm Tell me what you're thinking G I don't wanna have to shout D Feel the heavy breathing, on my chest and in my mouth D Got two hands around my heart A I don't wanna see myself burning bridges when I'm down (Hold up, watch my shit) ♫ Verse: Continued: Bm I'm falling G Wondering how to spend my million hours while you're calling G Throwback to my bedroom with no colors D My apartment; got no AC in my room A Shoutout Verlaine and Rimbaud A You know what he's gonna do ♫ Refrain: Bm Aren't I supposed to feel it now? Bm Tell me what you're thinking G I don't wanna have to shout D Feel the heavy breathing, on my chest and in my mouth D Got two hands around my heart A I don't wanna see myself burning bridges when I'm down (Hold up, watch my shit) ♫ Pre-Chorus: Bm I'm falling through the corridors Bm Used to the broken flooring G "Sorry", I'm not sorry for G What? I excuse myself from pouring D Lies straight out my chest, my mess, hardly could even tell a story A Lose me at my best A My next project might be the one that shoots me (Up, up, up, up) ♫ Chorus: G D A Then the stars in the sky light my bedroom Bm G Flashing words on the walls and my head too D A I'm alive but I can't live without you A Can't live without you G D A And the thoughts in my head run in circles Bm G And the sheets on my bed turn to purple D A I'm alone but I know that I won't do nothing to hold you back (Back) ♫ Post-Chorus: G D A Bm (Oh, oh, oh, oh) Nothing to hold you back (Back) G D A (Oh, oh, oh, oh) Nothing to hold you back (Back) Skit: G Berlin! D A Bm We got so much better G So from the bottom of my heart D A Thank you guys so much for coming out tonight! Seriously, thank you!: ♫ Outro: G D (I-I-I-I) I just wanna go to sleep, but I don't know how to keep A Bm Separated from my thoughts, it's become a part of me G D If I'm alive at 24, my life is a dichotomy A I don't know what I wanna be, nobody better bother me G I'm sleep deprived and suicidal D Thinking 'bout a lot of things A I know it's in my mind but Bm Sometimes it's just kinda hard to see G D Nobody really gives a fuck, it took a bit of time for me A To realize I don't wanna be A I really didn't wanna be