Key: G Intro: G D C G C G D Em C Verse 1: G D I wanna tell you C G I'm right here C G Am Bm C But I'm still so angry even after all these years G D C G I know your family was falling apart C G C Bm Am So I don't blame you, but I still have a heart
Chorus: C D All of my friends and my therapist say G D Em That it's nothing and I've gone insane C D Everyone says I'm a narcissist G D Em Truth is, I just haven't dealt with the blame C D Em You chose the drugs, and now everyone else is your friend Bm C And I'm left in the flame Am D G There's nothing like first heartbreak Verse 2: G D Know I should move on C G God knows I've tried C G Am Bm C But I hit this strange wall without you by my side G D C G We were forever, at one point in time C G The night you left me C Bm Am You left me half alive Chorus: C D I started running, got faster and faster G D Em But I just couldn't get away C D All of my problems got bigger and bigger G D Em Until I couldn't feel the pain C D Em 'Cause you chose the drugs, and now everyone else is your friend D C And I'm going insane Am D G There's nothing like first heartbreak Post-Chorus: C D Bm D Em C D Bm D Em Ooooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooooh, ooh-ooh-ooh C D Bm D Em C D Oooooooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, oooooh Outro: G D C Em I had to lose you to find myself C G D Em Am You can't know heaven until you know hell G D C Em I'll always love you, even if you're gone C G D Em C I'm letting go but always holding on