Performance @ Lollapalooza Key: D Intro: D | D : Verse 1: D G A My double vision is only amplifying everything he isn't D G A Till I feel less attached and bored to death, but listen D G A D G It's no one's fault it's just my terrible condition G A And I've been thinking that D G A D If I move out this year I'll feel my parents slipping away G A And also I'm just scared of that commitment D G A D G I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing
Chorus: D Bm7 Oh I know spiraling is miserable Em7 I should probably go back home A Why does that feel difficult, difficult D Bm7 Oh I hope I wake up invisible Em7 I'd be someone no one knows A I guess I'm just difficult Verse 2: D To name this feeling G Would take a hundred thousand years A some kind of grieving D G A But over what I never had so I've been speaking D G A D G To my therapist I called her every weekend G A I meant to tell you D G A How I've hated how we left things when it fell through D G A Cause you were everything to me where did you run to D G A D G Was it something that I said that colored you blue Chorus: D Bm7 Oh I know spiraling is miserable Em7 I should probably go back home A Why does that feel difficult, difficult D Bm7 Oh I hope I wake up invisible Em7 I'd be someone no one knows A I guess I'm just difficult Post-Chorus: A D G Difficult A D G I'm difficult Verse 3: A I've been drinking D G A And staying up too late reliving bad decisions D G A I thought eventually my ranting here would fix it D G A D G I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing Chorus: D Bm7 Oh I know spiraling is miserable Em7 I should probably go back home A Why does that feel difficult, difficult D Bm7 Oh I hope I wake up invisible Em7 I'd be someone no one knows A I guess I'm just difficult, difficult D Bm7 Oh I know spiraling is miserable Em7 I should probably go back home A Why does that feel difficult, difficult D Bm7 Oh I hope I wake up invisible Em7 I'd be someone no one knows A I guess I'm just difficult, difficult