Verse 1: Em A G Ab I’m not an addict, I just sometimes f**king hate myself Em A G Ab I’m not a victim, I’m not lonely, and I’m doing well for myself Em A G Ab I drive a sports car, got a couple houses, fly first class Em A G Ab So why when I wake up and see my reflection does it make me sick? Pre-Chorus: Em One, Two, Three, Four
Chorus: Em A I don’t care anymore, I’ve got a sickness in my soul G Ab I’m on my sh*t again Em A I find it kinda funny being out of control G Em Feed me Lorazepam Verse 2: Em A G Ab My wife she loves me, I’ve got friends who’d jump in front of a train Em A G Ab But every waking minute I’m tormented by my f**ked up brain Em A G Ab Folks pay to meet me, take a photo, tell me I should smile Em A G Ab But all I wanna do is take a match and set this whole place on fire Chorus: Em A I don’t care anymore, I’ve got a sickness in my soul G Ab I’m on my sh*t again Em A I find it kinda funny being out of control G Em Feed me Lorazepam Verse 3: Em A G Ab My parents sometimes try to reach me but I never respond Em A G Ab Not really sure why I’m still p**sed off but it’s part of my brand now Em A G Ab I’ve got no reason to so tell me why I feel like sh*t Em A G Ab Lucky for me I’m pretty good at acting like I’ve got a hold on this Pre-Chorus: Em One, Two, Three, Four Chorus: Em A I don’t care anymore, I’ve got a sickness in my soul G Ab I’m on my sh*t again Em A I find it kinda funny being out of control G Em Feed me Lorazepam Outro: Em A G Ab I’m not an addict, I just sometimes f**king hate myself Em A G Ab Every waking minute I’m tormented by my f**ked up brain Em A G Ab I’ve got no reason to so tell me why I feel like sh*t Em A G Ab All due offense, I don’t feel bad if I push you away